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✨ Log Kya KahengeEP 184: “Main Na Heal Kar Raha Hoon, Na Hustle – Bas Reels Dekh Raha Hoon”
Babli Aunty
June 13, 2025
📩 3:07 AM. Babli Aunty ne ek DM khola jo aise laga jaise kisi ne apna pura dimaag Ctrl + V kar diya ho.
"Aunty mujhe lagta hai main boring ho gaya hoon. Na main 5am hustle banda hoon, na main ‘healing era’ mein hoon. Main toh bas uthta hoon, phone dekhta hoon, aur fir guilt feel karta hoon. Kabhi karne ka mann nahi karta, aur kabhi sab kuch ek hi din mein kar lena chahta hoon. Bas ek aise zone mein hoon jahan main khud se bhi baat nahi karta. This isn’t burnout, this is ‘blah.’”
“Main sab kuch banna chahta tha. Ab kuch bhi banne ka man nahi karta.”
Pehle productivity ke overdose mein mar rahe the.
Ab healing ke naam pe bas self-help reels dekh rahe hain.
Kal tak bullet journal banaya tha.
Aaj diary kaafi hai jisme likha ho — “I’m tired.”
Na main woh hoon jo "5am club" ka hissa ban saka,
Na woh jo kahin beach pe healing journey mein yoga kar raha ho.
Main toh woh hoon jo raat ko 3 baje Google karta hai:
“Is feeling nothing a feeling?”
Kabhi lagta hai ek din sab theek ho jaayega.
Kabhi lagta hai ek din bhi theek kyu nahi ho raha.
Sab kuch “figure out” karna chahta hoon.
Par ab toh Google Calendar kholte hi anxiety ho jaati hai.
Jaise har empty block keh raha ho —
“Tu kuch kar nahi raha.”
Main boredom nahi hoon.
Main woh invisible version hoon jiska update kabhi aaya hi nahi.
Na main sad hoon, na happy. Bas default grey mode mein hoon.
🧂 Babli Aunty Ki Advice™
“Aunty mujhe kuch karne ka mann nahi karta.”
Toh mat kar.
Lekin fir guilt mat feel kar.
💌 Babli Aunty’s Final Word:
"Na tu Ved hai, na startup ka founder —
Bas phone charge ho raha hai, aur tu... thoda lost wander."
Scene cut ho gaya? Koi na. Script likh ke wapas entry maar."
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